El Himno 2: Sober

There's shadow just gehind me
shrouding every breath I take,
making every promisee empty,
pointing every finger at me.
Waiting like a stalkin butler
who upon the finger rests.
Murder now the path called "must we"
just before the son has come.
Jesus, won't you fucking whistle
something but the past and done?
Why can't we not be sober?
I just want to start this over.
Why can't we drink forever
I jus want to start things over.

I am just a worthless liar
I am just an imbecile.
I will only complicate you
Trust in me and fall as well
I will find a center in you
I will chew it up and leave,,
I will work to elevate you
just enough to bring you down.

Trust me.

Mother Mary won't you whisper
something but what's past and done

Trust me.

I want, what I want.